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misdirected attentions by lena--chan, literature

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misdirected attentions

in gross subdivisions of a two o'clock haze, she mourns others' apathy, sets off, erasing her day, stops only to savor shallow sweetness of the world beyond her pain. fill the vessel as you drift away, scenes all dissolved when i wished they would stay. such a methodical demolition of her smallest creations. she thinks, as she works, "we are all meant to be destroyed." it gives her comfort, keeps her sane- here it's alright being the one to blame. our mistakes in preparation don't need to be forgiven, since all evidence's destroyed- "complete" means progress is forsaken. but she only builds up castles to tear them down, sa

thief by lena--chan, literature

so i hope you're doing fine. by lena--chan, literature

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so i hope you're doing fine.

I said to the universe, "Take it all away; Why keep me here when I do not wish to stay?" The universe replied, "I do not hold you here Nor do I make you hesitate, that's only your own fear." To this I did not answer, I just held my tongue, Continued to tread carefully, a spell best left unsung. And though I had not spoken, the universe accused, "By not admitting that you fear, you brand yourself a fool. You shield yourself with fantasy, and pretend not to care That everything you have believed in isn't really there. You struggle with decisions, put trust in the ones Who end up letting you down, when all is said and done." "Stop!"

discovery by lena--chan, literature

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discovery

I started at your window, peering past the murky panes Then moved on down to the meeting place of the crew of the crane I paused briefly on your doorstep to see if you might pass Jumped up to see across the fence into your garden's grass I pondered your driveway before relenting to routine Strolling rescued walkways where we sometimes find lost dreams I found myself at the swing set, soon flying through the air Yet seasickness caught me much too quick because you were not there I tried to get to the marketplace, hoping that you'd appear But, alas, my luck had failed me still, 'cause you were nowhere near I've been stumbling through

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lena--chan

Oct 8, 2015

cuttlefish 145

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the format for all these things has changed a bunch i'm gonna do this for the hell of it bc im too tired to dismiss the thought 1. Put iTunes on shuffle. 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS! IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY? there's no solution - sum 41 WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY? gods and monsters - lana del rey WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? crazy amanda bunkface - sum 41 HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? folsom prison blues (cover) - adam young WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE? the gospel of john hurt - alt-j WHAT IS YOUR M

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lena--chan

Jan 9, 2014

cuttlefish144

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1. Put iTunes on shuffle. 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS! IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY? loose ends - imogen heap WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY? miss delaney - jack's mannequin WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? the best thing - relient k HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? c'mon c'mon - one direction (??) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE? rules - jayme dee WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO? vagabond - wolfmother WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? free love - cage the elephant WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN? 42 - coldplay (yeah) WHAT D

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lena--chan

Dec 2, 2012

cuttlefish 143

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is this still going on?  i basically do this every month even now ha.. in other news, i should get a medal or something for quickest recovery from colds... bc i'm almost completely better?  yeah.   i'm also thinking that i should maybe use this site for actual things or something wow good words i know ok also i went through all the deviations that had built up in my messages and now it is all cleared out... as opposed to the ten thousand something there were before, geez.  that's what i get for disappearing for a good three years or so : |  ...  i may still be disappeared, shh and watching phil's liveshow this morning made me want to acq